What have I been doing,since I left here?

Deep into the King James bible,and missing books of the bible.Studying ancient Empires,and the Occult.I have struggled with anger,bitterness,and unforgiveness.I still do.Was watching this David Wilkerson video on christians have the Hardest hearts.Likely true.For many different reasons.I ask Go to change my heart and renew a right spirit within me.Not just for me,but all the tribes of Israel.I pray this in the name of Jesus.I pray for him to work a miracle in us,in the name of Jesus.I like this prayer,by Jesus,for his church,in the gospel of John.USA,is in big trouble.So is everyone else.